I think happiness is a bittersweet feeling that one must learn to savor, I believe finding yourself can’t always be done conventionally, I’ve come to realize winning the battle will always come second to losing your inner peace, I refuse to acknowledge the possibility that there are limits to any and all things that surround me, I’ve found that living cautiously at the risk of hurting others may lead to one’s own self-destruction, I push to find a path that others can one day strive down in order to reach a better destination than I originally imagined, I hope one night I will rest my head gracefully; knowing that who I am is nothing less than the absolute best that I can become.
“I’d rather be nine people’s favorite thing. Than a hundred people’s ninth favorite thing.”
Exhausted is an understatement.
Ready to go to sleep is an overstatement.
Sometimes when I listen to the Next to Normal cast recording, I just dedicate an entire run-through to singing the guitar instrumentals…
“And you find some way to survive
And you find out you don’t have to be happy at all
To be happy you’re alive…”